You’re so pretty when you’re unfaithful to me. — The Pixies

She is a bitch-goddess. I adore her. I adore her even when she refuses me, and yes, even when she says, “You suck.” She doesn’t know that this kind of rough talk makes me want her more — or maybe she does. She is immune to my wooing. She decides when and where, and when she opens herself to me she flows like a river, leaving me drenched and dumbfounded; but I remember everything. I fill my journals with every moan, every quick breath. I do this so others will know this kind of love is possible. She’s so pretty when she’s unfaithful to me.